[28] FAN ACCOUNT: JYJ New Album Showcase in KL Part 2

Right after Empty, they performed Be The One. My second favorite song in the album. GAAAHHHH. OMG I love the dance steps. I can't even…GRABE HAYYYY. The beat was sooo addictive and we were all high on adrenaline. Jaejoong had more parts to sing in Be The One compared to Empty. So everyone had to endure watching a teasing, gyrating Jaejoong. OMG. It was pure torture. We all wanted to jump on stage and rape him. /SHOT. Yes, even the non-JJ biased fans probably began questioning their JYJ/TVXQ ranking. (Yunho, don't worry you're still on top of my list. So let me savor my memories of your wifey for a while xD) But there were guards everywhere so we had to stay in our seats. ;_; My goodness, sorry but if you see Jaejoong dancing you really can't help but imagine all the pervy things you wanna do to him. /MACHINE-GUNNED. Be The One was also the song where Yoochun made super sexy expressions. Based from the countless videos I've watched, I already know that Yoochun has this habit of making expressions to match the song. But seeing it live was just…..so…..HOT. And shizz his lips. They looked so kissable and soft and pouty. Such a tease. Huhuhuhuhu. Okay, so they were all teasing us. I didn't notice Junsu much because JaeChun were busy killing us with their moves. I'm sorry SuSu. I love you but I couldn't be help it. I swear I will spazz over you more next time okay???? =x

Like I said, Junsu was the definitely the best dancer among the three of them. But GAHHHHD JAEJOONGGGG. OMG his arms were mesmerizing. Whenever it was his time to sing, he would go to the middle and just tease the hell out of us with his sexy moves. /nosebleed. During his part "You got me in the zone, girl let's go on a ride…", he was so provocative I almost had a heart attack! And I thought I was gonna die from his hotness during the Be The One dance break part. Basta grabe, di ko talaga kinaya. And oh lord, his hair has a mind of its own. It looked so soft and bounced and shifted whenever he moved. It was so awesome seeing the Jae-hair doing its thing. Haha.

After Be The One, hmmm I think there was a video break? lol. Can't really remember exactly. They went off stage and a lot of fans started chanting "Dong Bang Shin Ki, Dong Bang Shin Ki!!" Really touching moment. I think the video was the fan message video. It's available on YT. ^^ The backstage people also started setting up mic stands during the break. They sang Be My Girl right after the video. They didn't dance but they just did their own thing with the mic stand, grinding and gyrating. *_____* Like all TVXQ performances with mic stands, they totally rocked it. I kept on thinking, WHY I AM HUMAN? I SHOULD BE A MIC STAND INSTEAD. ;_; Yoochun was awkwardly sexy. haha. Junsu was totally raping the mic stand. Jaejoong, on the other hand, was making love to it. Like ZOMG giling kung giling si Jaejoong. xD Sex on legs talaga. Tease! Ugh~

They went off stage after Be My Girl then another video played. It was a compilation of clips from their stay in LA for the album recording. They looked happy and enjoying themselves. However, that was also the time when Junsu had to be rushed to the hospital because of exhaustion. So I don't know if they were just pretending or if they really were having fun. Anyway, the people who contributed to the album had nothing but praises for them. There were several clips of JaeSu asking for Yoochun's help. Kinda cute actually.

After the video, the host came out and hyped up the fans. I think she was the same host when TVXQ had their presscon for the O concert 3 years ago. She made us countdown and the trio came out just as we finished screaming "ONE…ZEROOOO!!!!" They had changed their outfits then. Junsu was wearing this maroon top that greatly reminded of 2PM's outfit during their Again and Again days. He didn't change out of his harim pants. Or maybe he did but put on a similar one. =x Too bad, though. I was really hoping to catch a glimpse of the duckbutt. But his pants were so loose. D: Well, I'm glad that he didn't wear the outfit he wore for the Singapore showcase. That halter-ish top was such a HUGE fashion blunder. D8 Yoochun was wearing a maroon suit that just screamed PIMP. xD He wore the same suit for the Seoul showcase. It looked kinda ugly in the pictures. But he really pulled it off. Or maybe I was just blinded by his innate hotness. haha. Jaejoong wore the very ordinary outfit compared to YooSu. He put on a light grey tee, maroon-ish faded jeans and of course, his signature black boots. Nothing special about his outfit. But of course, this is Kim Jaejoong we're talking about so he looked like a million bucks. ^^

The interview part was kinda short. And Yoochun did most of the talking. They had a translator but she was pretty much useless. D: Yoochun did a better job at translating for the other two. I must say, I was really impressed with the Chungrish. There were times when he spoke perfectly straight english. Of course, there were times where he struggled with getting the right words out. But he looked so adorable. I wanted to pinch his cheeks and pat his gorgeous head. xD They started off with introductions. Junsu spoke first. He said "Annyeonghasaeyooooooo" and waved cutely at the crowd. MY GAHHD. He was so cute. kjaslkajflkajfla. Then he spoke completely in Korean. And the crowd was just screaming and spazzing. The host asked Yoochun if he heard what Junsu said amidst the cheering. She said something about not being able to hear anything coz the audience was so loud. And Chunface was smiling and was like "I can't hear either.." FUDGE WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO KYOOOT CHUNFEZ. His english really improved though. xD Jaejoong spoke next. His voice was so deep and sexy and guhhhhh *~*orgasmic*~*. hahaha. He thanked the fans for waiting for them and that it was nice to be back in Malaysia after a long time.

Then came Yoochun's turn. He spoke completely in English. xD That's Chungrish for you bbs~ lol. He was like "HI MALAYSIAAAA~" Crowd went crazy. "HOW YOU GUYS DOING????" Crowd went ballistic. xD "YEAHHHHHH….It's been a long time since we've been here…(fans got too loud I couldn't hear what he said D:)…about four years? Let's have a great time tonight! THANK YOUUU!" So cute like idek. =x He looked so proud of himself and he was smirking like he just said the greatest speech in the world. *glomps*

After the introduction, the host said something about how Stadium Negara (the venue) had never been so full. And that it was filled because of JYJ. Yoochun was quick to translate for JaeSu and the translator was just standing there and not doing her job. *____* On one hand, I was glad that Yoochun understood enough English to handle the interview. But gaaahhhh the translator was totally useless. =x

The host started blabbering about the Korean phrases she knew. She was like BOOHGOHSHIPOSOYEOOO JYJ. lol. That's how she pronounced it. xD Then she told them that Malaysians loved to add LAAAHHHHH in their sentences. Yoochun was like "LAAAAAHHHHHHH." I died zomg so adorable. Yoochun asked the host if he could use any sentence and just add LAH. When the host said yes, he was like "I LOVE YOU LAAAAH". He smirked. Crowd went insane. I died. "I MISS YOU LAAAAAH." He grinned. Crowd suffered from massive heart attack. I died again. *glomps Chunface again* Winner talaga mag-fan service. xD

But all that time, the translator was just standing next to Yoochun. She didn't even bother to translate for JaeSu so they were just staring blankly at the host. :| I was like WTF WOMAN, DO FARKING YOUR JOB! Yoochun was the only who could actually understand English and yet she chose to stick with him. Sorry but she was really not using her brain. I felt bad for Jaejoong and Junsu. Half the time they didn't know what was going on. :( Even the host noticed how awkward they must have felt. She was like "Now you two should say something coz you've been so quiet." The translator moved over to Junsu's side but Yoochun was done translating for the two by the time she got there. *ehemUSELESSehem* So Jaejoong said, "I LOVE YOU LAAAAHHH MALAYSIA." HAHAHA GAHD SO ADORABLE. xD

Then they talked about their solo activities. Junsu said something about Mozart. Jaejoong said something about Sunao Ni Narenakute and Yoochun said something about SKK & Scandal. But it was so amusing coz when the host asked Jaejoong what he's been up to, I shouted "HE'S BUSY WITH YUNHO!!!" A lot of people heard me so they started chanting Yunho's name too. OMG HAHAHA so many YunJae fans. And Jaejoong must have heard coz he looked at our direction and he smiled knowingly. ZOMG. His smile was like telling us that "I heard you. And yeah I've been "busy" with Yunho." LMAO. Cannot get overrrr~ Then Yoochun talked their upcoming concert and how they wanted to go back to Malaysia for that. The host asked Jaejoong when they'll have the concert in KL. He looked kinda unsure but then he said, "SUMMAH? Maybe summah." LOL. He meant summer. xD But then he couldn't pronounce the "R" just yet. haha.

After the interview, Yoochun said that their next song was Found You. I almost cried with happiness. That was the only Korean song they sang. And I just felt so overwhelmed. It was also the only song that the crowd really did the fan chants. *sobs* I am totally in love with song and hearing it live nearly undid me. ;_; They sang it perfectly. God, it was beautiful.

The next song was Ayy Girl. The lights dimmed and when the song started, Jaejoong had already put on his leather jacket. Totally turned the whole outfit into a badass sexy look. :Q_______ I never did like Ayy Girl. But the live performance made me appreciate it 10000x better. JaeSu hit the high notes like crazy and Yoochun did part of the rap. xD Kanye West became totally unnecessary. /shot

After Ayy Girl, they said their goodbyes and announced that their last song was Empty (remix). I was ecstatic that they decided to start and end the Malaysian showcase with Empty. I can listen to that song forever. Like seriously. I've been blasting it since I got back and my parents are kinda getting sick of it already. haha. Anyway, Empty (remix) was probably the performance that had me focused almost completely on Junsu. He really rocked it out. They shouted to the crowd to stand up and jump! jump! jump! (Exactly how they would hype up the crowd in Somebody To Love) And boy, Junsu was jumping like crazyyyyy. haha. We actually wondered if he was high or something. LMAO. Medyo napaisip ako kung nababaliw na ba sya. xD But it was an awesome ending. And before we knew it, the showcase was over.

[27] FAN ACCOUNT: JYJ New Album Showcase in KL Part 1

I debated on whether I should still write a fan account about my trip to Kuala Lumpur for JYJ's showcase. I asked my self if I really wanted to put into words all that I had experience. The trip was definitely a turning point in my life. I made good memories but also many bad ones. So I decided to just write about the pleasant ones that I was able to have.

There were too many things that went on before the showcase. Most of those things, I cannot reveal. Mainly because I don't want to ruin the happy picture that most fans see. I don't want them to start losing faith in the boys. So I'll begin my account with the hours before the show started.

My team got to Stadium Negara at around 9AM. We entered through the backstage so we were the first ones to see the venue. It was small. Smaller than Araneta Colesium. But still big enough to hold a large number of fans. Besides, it allowed the VIP seats to be set up closer to the stage. From the backstage, we crossed the venue and exited through the front gate. We were supposed to go to the Redstar booth. But the Marctensia guys were just about to bring in the tables to our tent. So I had a chance to look around for a few minutes. Our friends were already there as well as thousands of other fans. Some of them even camped out the night before. There weren't any covered area outside the stadium so I really pitied the fans who had to stay under the heat of the sun.

After we set-up, fans began to claim the remaining VIP tickets. Within the next hour, the booth for the albums were also set-up. Since I was really busy with the ticket collection, I asked my friends to get the JYJ albums that I had to buy. The next few hours were tiring. We had to deal with all kinds of fans. Needless to say, all of us just wanted the show to begin already.

According to our friends who went to the airport, JYJ arrived around 12NN. They arrived at the stadium around 1PM. They were supposed to let the fans in by 12NN. But the boys were late and they still had to rehearse. Soundcheck and rehearsals lasted until around 2:30PM. It was only then they fans were allowed in. The show was supposed to start at 2PM so everything was being rushed. By 2:00PM, we closed the Redstar booth and went inside. The boys were still rehearsing then. So we were able to watch them.

I must say it was quite a surreal experience. I've been a fan of TVXQ since 2006. But that was the first I saw any of them. They were all…GORGEOUS LIKE IDEK. haha. I couldn't believe that they were actually there. In front of me looking all hot and exuding aura that said YEAH WE'RE HOTTER THAN HELL. GO AHEAD AND BASK IN OUR GLORY. My God. Idek how to properly describe then. Definitely 3 of the most beautiful people to walk this earth.

They were very good-looking but I noticed Jaejoong the most. I'm sorry, Yoochun. I love you but your soulmate is just so farking fine it should be illegal. >___> I don't even remember what YooSu were wearing. But I can clearly remember that Jaejoong was wearing jeans, shades and a black wife beater. His arms were just unreal, I swear. O____O JAE-GUNS. I actually think that he has better arms than Siwon. /SHOT. Yes, his arms were that perfect. (Sorry I will probably abuse the words PERFECT GORGEOUS AMAZING HOT SEXY EPIC and other similar terms in this fan account.) I drool. But yeah, Jaejoong. OH JAEJOONG. He's not as skinny as I thought. He was all lean and long muscles. :Q_____ The arms. THE ARMS. I cannot stress enough how EPIC his arms are. Jaejoong was really the only one I noticed during rehearsals. Okay kill me now. HUHUHU. YooSu, I'm sorry.

They practiced all the songs for the showcase so we got to hear all 6 songs before everyone else. >:D And I'm surprised that I'm still alive right now. THEY CAN SING. LIKE OH GOD, EVERYTHING ELSE, EVERY OTHER SOUND WILL BE NOISE NEXT TO THIS (except when it's the 5 of them singing of course). DEAR LORD THANK YOU FOR THESE HEAVENLY CREATURES AND THEIR PERFECT VOICES.

We went back to the Redstar VIP room before they started letting the fans in. We would've been crushed if we stayed outside. Fans were already annoyed and they just wanted to get to their places. So most of them we're pushing and shoving each other. Not a pretty sight, I tell you. But by around 2:45PM most of the fans were already settled. The show started soon after that.

Since I saw them during the rehearsals, I didn't go as wild like the fans around me. But the whole stadium erupted into this crazy, screaming frenzy when they emerged from the stage. Everyone was like OMG AHHHHHHHKKKKK OMFFGGGGG IT'S THEMMM LAHHHHH JYJ GAHHHHH. lol. Even the Bigeast ahjummas were spazzing like mad. Haha.

They're first song was Empty. My favorite song in the album, yo! When Yoochun sang the first line, "GIRL I SWEAR…" I died. As in fark I melted into a puddle of goo. His voice was just so sexy and for a guy who loves to smoke, he sounded really awesome. Chunface did not disappoint. For Jaejoong, well there's really nothing I can say expect PERFECT PERFECT. It was obvious why he's the lead vocals of TVXQ. He effortlessly hit every note. /spazz. Junsu, ah Junsu, is not human. God, when he did that high note near the end, I got goosebumps. Just omg I love his voice forever. And he could dance like hell. Yunho I love you. But sometimes I think that Junsu is a better dancer. /BRICKED. He was wearing harim pants so I couldn't really see the duckbutt. But he's got the moves, mannnn~ He can grind like there's no tomorrow. But watching Junsu dance is like watching a professional dancer doing his thing. His moves are timed to the beat, seamless and well-executed. Jaejoong isn't as good as Junsu. But when he moves, it's like his body is saying COME HERE AND FUCK ME. Sorry for the term but OMG Jaejoong is really sex on legs. OH GAWD HAVE MERCY ON MY FANGIRL HEART. He was oozing with sex appeal I though the stage was going to burst into flames coz of his hotness. He was wearing a vest with nothing underneath and shizz I wanted those arms to embrace me and never let go. Yoochun isn't one to be left behind too. He could easily keep up with Junsu. And he made these expressions that were just so SEXY I could cry. ;_; Huhuhuhuhu. And omg the chunforehead is so sexy gahhhh I can't even remember why I thought I was going to laugh when I see it. D: Yoochun really pulled off his hairstyle.

I loved how the three of them had equal exposure. None of them outshines the others. They all had their moments but I was able to equally focus on each of them during the song.

[26] When September ends

I honestly don't know where the month of September went. I can vaguely recall the sleepless nights. Cramming papers, fangirl-ing online, being all emo because of the current situation of TVXQ, reading endless required texts.

But here we are. And it's October already.

I'll be flying to Kuala Lumpur in 10 days for JYJ's new album showcase. My finals have yet to be over so I'm not THAT excited just yet. But who knew I'd be going back to Malaysia after just 5 months. And this time, it's for 3/5 of TVXQ. Funny how life gives us surprises like this.

[25] 22 years on you

I got my Onewstyle photobook today! Words cannot express my fangirl-y joy. LOL. I absolutely love everything about it. The cover, the freebies and of course, THE CONTENT. 238 pages of awesome awesome (awesome!) Onew pictures. I will be forever grateful to Onewstyle for creating such a wonderful photobook. This is only their 1st photobook and I am already excited for the next one. xD I'm sure they'll come up with something even better next time.

To Onew:

Thank you for being so adorable. ^^ SHINee is my happy pill right now (especially you). I don't know how I'll be able to handle everything if you weren't there to cheer me up. I love you guys~

[24] Saturday blues~

Photo on 2010-08-13 at 19.05, originally uploaded by underonesky.

It's a Saturday. While everyone is enjoying a nice weekend, I am stuck inside a classroom. Not that I'm complaining or anything. Besides, Copywriting class is anything but boring. Right now, we're going through last week's homework. We had to pick a print ad then make our own version of it. All in all, it's a pretty hands-on class. I'm glad I took it this semester even though it's a Saturday class. But I just miss having a weekend. Ah, the life of a Comm major.

Yesterday, I met up with one of my bestfriends. The last time I saw here was October 2009. It seemed like forever. But I'm really glad I got to catch up with her. I had to rush from my Europen Film class to Gateway. I only got to hang out with her for more or less 2 hours. But I had a blast.

[23] Confessions of a teenager tired of drama.

I haven't posted in a while. School has been keeping me busy. No surprise in that. Thesis proposal, Histo166 research paper proposal. I swear, I'm going to start puking proposals if this keeps up.

So my life has taken a very sad turn over the past few hours. Redstar finally announced the date of Super Show 3 in Kuala Lumpur. It was rather amusing to see the Malaysian fans panic and stress over the then impending announcement. But much to my dismay, the date turned out to be March 26, 2010. At first, I thought there was some kind of mistake. I was informed of the date weeks before the announcement. And the original date was March 24. Not March 26.

And March 26 happens to be MY GRADUATION DAY. I'm not crazy enough to actually skip graduation for a concert. But the Malaysian leg of SS3 will be the last stop. It'll be the last Super Junior concert in a LONG time. God forbid, it may be the last one. The final graduation date has yet to be announced. But 90% of the time, it falls on March 26.

I am not blaming the organizers for the sudden change in the date. I know it's not really them that are calling the shots. I am trying my best not to blame anyone. I'm just frustrated at how things turned out. Maybe this is a sign that I should let go. I probably should. But I can't. I don't have it in me yet. I'm not ready to let go of all those years of fandom. Super Junior, SHINee.... TVXQ. I'm not ready to abandon them yet.

July 15, 2010. Yoochun gave me the most wonderful gift. A gift of hope. And those words will be enough to last me a long time.

[22] This is NOT a movie review

I just don't have any pictures of that day. And I know late post is late. xD But oh well. LOL. Here it goes.

June 30, 2010. My room mate needed to buy a book for her thesis class. Since I was bored (and procrastinating like hell), I decided to go with her to Trinoma. After a quick cab ride, we found ourselves at the mall. The place was so freaking crowded but we easily found a copy of the book in National Bookstore. That was our only "official" agenda so we went window shopping after. I don't know but I've always been drawn to every Power Mac store in the vicinity. So we went to the Trinoma branch where I drooled over all the products. O: Okay, maybe just the accessories I plan to buy for Micky (the macbook).

On the same floor, we went inside Mango. EVERYTHING WAS ON SALE. HUHUHU. I wanted to cry when I saw the prices. Everything was marked down. :( And I didn't have money. FML. We went out with broken hearts. Fine, I'm exaggerating. But it was hard to walk away empty-handed.

However, all thoughts of that disappeared after what happened next. Before you get any ideas, I only bumped into my uncle. And I discovered that he was a..........NINJA! HAHAHAHA. No, he really is. He appeared out of nowhere and offered me and my room mate free passes to an exclusive screening of Eclipse. Of course, we couldn't say no to that. So we ended up watching Eclipse and actually enjoying it. LOL. And yes, I will forever be part of Team Edward. Please don't judge me. I just don't have any problems with vampires who literally sparkle under the sun. ROFL. Oh and my room mate is Team Jacob. EW. HAHAHAHA. joke. Don't kill me. xD