Before I get swamped with school work, I'm trying to use my free time to just bum around and update myself with my Kpop fandoms. I'll be having my thesis this semester. So the coming months may not give me any time to fangirl. Which may be a good thing. Fandom has turned into a stressful aspect of my life. Gone were the days when Kpop served as my happy pill. I still get good laughs here and there. But it's just not the same anymore. The latter part of 2009 marked the difficult moments for TVXQ and Super Junior. I had hoped that 2010 will bring an end to all the drama. But even now, things just became more complicated.
As I'm typing this, Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu are having their Thanksgiving concert in Tokyo Dome. Fans who were fortunate enough to be able to watch are updating the rest of the world through Twitter. Ah, the power of communication technology. JYJ seem to be rocking the Dome. As expected.
Yunho, Changmin, where are you right now?
I'd like to believe that the three of them are singing for YOU. Not just for the fans.
I've finally confirmed that my friend stopped being a Kpop fan because of all the drama that's been going on. She was a TVXQ fan more than anything else. She just couldn't take the heartache anymore. And I understand her. I know how hard it is. I know how hard it is to keep that FAITH. But like I said, it's not worth it if it's not difficult.
Over the last 5 years, they've made me laugh and cry. They've made my heart melt with their songs. But most importantly, they've given me so many wonderful FRIENDS. That's why it's only fair that I stay with them no matter what. They may decide to end this, after everything. But that won't stop me from giving them my full support.
It's hard. But not impossible.
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